Everything's perfect until...

i've managed to changed myself into a better person..i didnt hurt myself and also people around me...he came to find me and stayed over for two days...it was really fun...he brought me a surprise..he bought me spongebob-squarepants soft toy coz i've changed for a better person...of coz i was happy...coz finally i've managed to make a difference...we were so happy...we wanted to go places we never been before,do something that we never done before..just wanna spend some quality time together and loving each other more...it was so perfect until..money is the problem..no we didnt fight becoz of it.he's been kinda financially tight lately...i've trying to stop my bad habit of splurging on stuff that i dont really need..so far i didnt really spend much except for things that i really need..it was very heart-breaking to hear how he's managing his lifestyle with so little allowance,stretching every single dollar that he can to spare extra money to spend on me...it was just heart wrenching...sometimes i just hope that i was born to a slightly rich family...a family which can afford to spend on anything without thinking much...maybe i just tend to compare myself with other people around me...if i still keeps on comparing i'll die soon..so from now on i shouldnt compare myself with other people anymore..seriously i'm more than happy with all that i've got now..but as people says..human are greedy beings...they will never stop wanting a better lifestyle or better living...they just never get satisfied with what they've got...its time to change...